I went to that appetizer get-together, and it was great. I get very scared about having coffee with one person, because it’s like playing a one-on-one sport: it is ALL UP TO ME. But a group thing is like a team thing: if I need to sit on the bench for a minute, the game goes on. (Look: a sports analogy from someone who doesn’t play sports!)
I found that for the first hour I was having a wonderful time and had lots of things to say. Then it got so loud I felt like I couldn’t get a word in anymore, but I discovered the secret to what to do in these situations: I put on an alert, interested expression, and I laughed and made reaction noises in response to other people’s stories. That is a crucial role at a party TOO. And leads to far less lying in bed afterward cataloging all the stupid things I’ve said.
Also, I noticed from someone else’s negative example that there is an ENORMOUS difference between doing that and standing there looking at the floor thinking “I guess no one wants to talk to me”/”I guess I’m just no good at parties”/”I guess I don’t belong here.” In the latter, the person is (1) bringing the party down and (2) being an enormous self-centered self-pitying non-contributing baby; in the former, the person is (1) still completely engaged in the party, just doing a listening role rather than a talking role at that moment. I just read a Maeve Binchy quote where she said there’s an old rule that for a successful party you should invite four talkers and four listeners; this party had some bonus talkers, so listeners were much in demand. Plus, it’s pretty easy to fake Sparkly Listening even if you’re feeling scared or awkward or introverted; it’s much harder to fake Sparkly Talking. (Look: party advice from someone who doesn’t go to parties!)
I brought DefinitelyRA’s chocolate-chip cheese ball [Edit: oops, link now broken; recipe below], and it was the perfect choice: everyone else brought savory, and at first no one wanted sweet. But when we were done eating chicken-cheese dip and red-pepper-cheese dip and 7-layer-taco dip, everyone was in the mood for sweet. And it wasn’t TOO sweet, either, so we didn’t feel gross eating too much of it.
Chocolate-Chip Cheese Ball
8 oz cream cheese, softened
4 oz (1 stick) butter, softened
1/4 t. vanilla extract
3/4 c. powdered sugar
2 T. brown sugar
mini chocolate chips, about 1.25-1.5 cups
graham crackers, pretzels, Nilla wafers, Scooby-Doo graham cracker sticks, other dippers
Beat cream cheese, butter, and vanilla until fluffy. Gradually add sugars; beat just until combined. Cover and refrigerate for 2 hours. Place mixture on a large piece of plastic wrap and shape into a ball, using the wrap to mold it. Turn out ball onto serving plate and press handfuls of chocolate chips against it to cover. Refrigerate at least one hour. Serve with more chocolate chips in a moat around it, plus the dippers.
Here is the after photo, because I forgot to take a before:
It’s, like, 5/6ths eaten. |
I made one change: instead of just coating the ball in chocolate chips, I also shook out a large quantity into a moat around the cheese ball [I added this to the recipe above when I added the recipe, in case you are wondering why I called this a change]. The worst thing about foods from the Coated Ball category (this is starting to sound gross) is that the delicious coating gets chipped away and then it’s just the plain innards. With chocolate chips also surrounding it, we could take a dip from the plain center and then touch it to the pool of chocolate chips.
Also, do you love the paper plate? I bought a pack of those at Home Goods about a year ago, 8 for $1.99, and at the time I was thinking they’d be exactly right for something, and they WERE. But I could have used a real plate, because most people took their leftovers home with them.
Also, I want to HIGHLY RECOMMEND wiggling your way into a social circle that includes parents of children in your child’s grade. Not only did I meet the mother of the girl I think Rob has a crush on (me to her: “Oh my god, I’ve seen your daughter’s name on a whiteboard in our house!!”), I also found out from another mother which girl HER daughter says Rob has a crush on. I felt like I suddenly had SECRET ACCESS.
Also-also-also, I hope people will keep putting appetizers on the appetizer-recipe-collecting post, because the plan is to keep doing these appetizer parties, so I will need to keep going back to that comments section again and again.
Hooray! I’m glad you had fun and the cheese ball was a hit. :)
I think you have an excellent point about being a Sparkly Listener. My husband’s family is predominantly talkers, so when the din becomes unbearable, I do a lot of active nodding. It works.
I make and love that chocolate chip cheese ball too. Love it with chocolate graham crackers!
I make that cheese ball as well, and I like to serve it with different kinds of teddy grahams. :)
Ooh! I had that chocolate chip cheese ball at a party once and couldn’t get it out of my mind (some of it was wondering what the “ball” part was – cookie dough? no, not quite – cream cheese? not quite, either). Well, now I know.
Also: yes! I found the same thing about these parties that I used to dread. I kinda sorta enjoy them now.
To be honest, I was secretly hoping to find out that all this party-prep was leading up to you jetting off to attend PJs, with a yummy appetizer in hand, lol.
Gigantic introvert here: sparkly party listening is my M.O.!
(Although it does get tiring after a while if I have to listen to endless stories about things that a bunch of other people in the group did but I was not part of.)
And yes, the SPL is a lot better, psychologically, than “I am not welcome here; I have no friends; I am terrible at this; woe is me”. I have to occasionally remind myself of this.
I’m secretly very happy to see I’m not the only one who catalogues stupid things I said. :) I hate these kinds of parties. My happenings always have a 4 attendee maximum.
Also a problem: my social group is mostly Listeners.
That looks really good. I am making note for later parties that I may attend.
So I’m totally behind on blog reading (UGH JOBS WHY YOU HAVE TO BE SO TIME CONSUMING?), but that appetizer post is the best thing ever. I would basically just eat appetizers if I could.
Oooh, I should make that for an upcoming potluck at church. Thanks for sharing!
One of the primary reasons I love to hang out with extroverts is that they do ALL the heavy lifting during conversations. It takes such a weight off my shoulders. Sparkly listening = my forte!
I must heartily second the making friends with parents of kids in your kids’ grades. I learn so much more information from them than I ever do from my son and it’s great to be able to check in with another parent sometimes to find out if my kids’ behavior is regular or totally out of whack (honestly, there are times when it’s hard to know…)
Did you really tell the other mother that your son has a crush on her daughter? I’m sure I would have hated that as a teenager. But I also do share things like this with my friends who are the mothers of my kid’s friends, like that he wrote a story about marrying her daughter in class, but he’s six and in Kindergarten. I wonder does/should that sharing with the family member of the ‘crush’ stop at a certain age?